Lady Gaga Presents: The Monster Ball Tour at Madison Square Garden (2011)

Lady Gaga's earlier concert in Madison Square in New York was followed up by HBO and will be broadcast in the form of a documentary later. Recently, a clip of Gaga being interviewed by HBO backstage has been circulated on the Internet. It can be seen that Gaga talks about her fame while putting on makeup. When it comes to excitement, she cannot help bursting out and crying: "although I have become popular, sometimes I still feel like a failure. Gaga also said that she hypnotized herself as a superstar from time to time, hoping to meet all Fans's demands on her, but this put her under heavy pressure, worried that she would be destroyed by this uneasiness at any time. It saddens me to think that so many people want to stop it, and then I think that as long as my fans understand, I don't care what happens to others. I just want my fans to be brave. It's just that sometimes I still feel like a loser. I can't imagine why I'm like this. I'm surrounded by bodyguards and I still feel like I was the one who failed me in high school. I have to cheer up. I have to tell myself every morning that I'm a superstar, so I can get through the day.